trapped with a ?

Sleeping three hours a day I feel anxious Can't even think for a second I'll be honest Don't wanna live through this day I can't stand it Don't wanna be alive Just wanna find love without blood spilling This isn't real you really can't control me You think know but you don't know my story You can't dream lies I've been fucked up I've been living in the dark end You said you care about me I ain't buying You said you will die for me you be lying You don't want me alive Think you can't be wrong in the slightest You are evil to the core and not the brightest Get the f*ck out of my sight I'm nauseous I don't wanna see you alive Nothing was wrong I was living off my slow peace I had it all everything use to bore me I tried stay strong for you oh I tried to stay strong All along I knew I been tricked I've sensed the demons Under my bed I've been fucked up I've been living in the dark end You said you care about me I ain't buying You said you will die for me you be lying You don't want me alive Think you can't be wrong in the slightest You are evil to the core and not the brightest Get the f*ck out of my sight I'm nauseous I don't wanna see you alive I don't wanna see you alive I don't wanna see you alive no I don't wanna see you alive I don't wanna see you alive I've been fucked up I've been living in the dark end You said you care about me I ain't buying You said you will die for me you be lying You don't want me alive Think you can't be wrong in the slightest You are evil to the core and not the brightest Get the f*ck out of my sight I'm nauseous I don't wanna see you alive