Ouija Board Taught Me Everything I Know

A blanket full of blades You'll never want to know my pain Its all I got so I'll Wear it on my sleeve for the world to see A blanket full of blades You'll never want to know my pain Its all I got so I'll Wear it on my sleeve for the world to see And make all of your eyes bleed So whats that you've been wanting to tell me Throw me on the street cause im a lost cause good for nothing There's a part of me i'll never be able to revive I became stone and bitter, regretting every step I take My brain beats the shit out of my heart And half the time its a draw My bones break from the sight of it all Maybe i'm right maybe i'm wrong But whats been keeping me from putting a bullet in my skull And ending it all I just want to dissapear and be as far away from here But thats just it chris, you run away from all your fears Anxiety is always on my back Making me mad making me crack Anxiety is always on my back Making me mad making me crack I gave up my everything for paper bills Just to make you happy but its making me ill I gave up my everything for paper bills Just to make you happy but its making me ill At the end of the day i'll be judged by the amount I have in my wallet I'm no ones fucking lover unless I have a good budget At the end of the day i'll be judged by the amount I have in my wallet I'm no ones fucking lover unless I have a good budget