Youth

When you’re young Your mind is filled with innocence Thoughts of curiosity that leads to adrenaline Man who am I kidding shit He’s only a kid and shit But things he see on tv got him thinking bout killing shit Anger Views of his surroundings makes he feels like he’s wiser People say he’s lost his top had him feeling like a visor Does it all for his mom He was trying to surprise her For her to see him chase his dreams Joy he thought would be inside her But unfortunately it was all just a lie Had him question religion ask the man above why God if you are real why do I go through demise I wanna see you talk to you and look you right in the eyes I, feel like my life is in shambles Heart grabbed stepped on and dismantled I’m just another example of a man who want to get years of his youth But it’s too late for me now I gotta tell you my truth I wanna go back to the days of my youth I wanna go back to the days of my youth I wanna go back to the days of my youth If I knew then what I knew now I would’ve known what to do I wanna go back to the days of my youth I wanna go back to the days of my youth I said I search for positive but nothing comes to avail The way I’m living I know I cannot fail It’s ironic we grab the heat we already in hell That’s why I use the green and I proceed to inhale So I’m leading the trail And when I’m sad I’m still overly optimistic Smiled even when I didn’t have a pot to piss in They call me crazy they can’t envision my vision And I don’t talk no more because people don’t like to listen check it When I was younger I always wanted to keep a piece Positive minded I always wanted to keep the peace Got depressed and then I wanted to be deceased Like the man who laying in front of a Jesus piece This the only way the pain in me will be released I’m losing now but I know I’m going to beat the streets When I was younger I dreamed on being on bet No cable watching madea on DVD Those were the days where a nigga felt like he had nothing Found the piano and I knew I could come up with something When something came to me I came to see the truth When I do what I love to do, I relive the days of my youth (Wait) I found the days of my youth I found the days of my youth And now I know what I’m gonna do (Hey) I found the days of my youth I found the days of my youth And now I know what I’m gonna do