Desolate

Redeemer Mark the path that's chosen for me Wake me up from this sleep I can't begin to tell you how this feels Living the lie Searching for the parallels Locked out on the other side And now everyday feels like the last And this hole I've dug is filling up fast Searching for a miracle But the light became so bleak It's creeping in It's haunting now As death becomes me I can feel the shift in consciousness To exist; where everything is infinite Everything is infinite Everything is infinite Infinite This was always meant to be Don't pray for me; sinking sleep Toss me out into the fray 'Spent my whole life out in the dark When you knew the way Casted out from everyone and everything Foundations break I came to find a deeper low Cleared out the empty space Where roots could grow Annihilate me Annihilate me; sinking sleep Is this what you had planned for me? Is this what you had planned for me? Desolate, deafening Is this what you had planned for me? I didn't come this far Just to Throw it away If heaven's not calling then Discard of me I came to see the world in a different light What was once was clear Now has become my blight I never wanted to know I never wanted to feel Weightlessness What was once walls Now stands empty halls How will I know where I stand? I stood too close to the edge Is Heaven Dead?