Dear Diary

And it's hard It's so hard It's ridiculously hard, for no reason It'd be so much easier To just, not feel anything Sit in the grass With Kaiden and Zach Drive us to the beach And get crushed by the waves All that we had Is dust in the past I was fighting the tides You let it wash me away Add texture to my skin With the tip of the blade Nineteen months later The lines start to fade I let my words drip From my wrist to the page Transcribe my emotions And read what they say Dear Diary I think I made a mess today Entirely It's my fault Dear Diary I load the chamber with seven shots Entirely, it's my fault It's my fault You say that We're different I don't think You'll ever know (think you'll ever know) All the things We've been through Don't You ever let them go (ever let them go) You created distance But You say You're making space (I'm sorry) I thought she was special I guess We both make mistakes Dear Diary (goodnight, I'm going to bed) I think I made a mess today Entirely It's my fault (oh my God, I missed u) Dear Diary (dear diary) I'm playing Russian roulette at a table for one Entirely, it's my fault It's my fault