Dysmorphia (Faceless)

I just wanted to send you a voice message 'Cos that "goodnight" felt kinda cold, I'm not gonna lie So, goodnight I'm going to bed, and I'll text you when I wake up Whenever I'm in public, I am faceless 'Cos I keep on seeing yours in random places I don't want you to see me or to recognize So I shed my skin to lose myself in stages First, I bleach my hair Then, dye it THEN I CUT IT OFF I used to smile all the time Now I don't grin at all You always helped me eat when I was feelin' hungry Now nothing on my plate looks appetizing I Can't stay here Egocentric girl You know you don't play fair Why Does the world revolve around you Is this what it all amounts to When will I trust again It's just like you To surround yourself with sheep To hide the fact that deep down You were really weak But they love you so They'll fulfill your every need Now I'm waiting for the day you do to them What you did to me You promised from the start You can mend a broken heart But you left me in the dark I swear the lying just never ends Whenever I'm in public, I am faceless 'Cos I keep on seeing yours in random places I don't want you to see me or to recognize SO I SHED MY SKIN AND LOSE MYSELF IN STAGES First, I bleach my hair Then, dye it THEN I CUT IT OFF I used to smile all the time Now I don't grin at all You always helped me eat when I was feelin' hungry Now nothing on my plate looks appetizing I Can't stay here Egocentric girl You know you don't play fair Why Does the world revolve around you Is this what it all amounts to When will I trust again