Conflictions (feat. Charley Horning)

Addiction brings me to my knees I'm searching for a will A will to fight this disease Confliction War wages in this heart that beats Is my life worth saving or Do I give up on me God where were you In my moment of need I'm falling into this hole Of self pity that I loathe Yeah there's nothing left to prove I am not in control When you lose all self control Will you bend the knee No I will never stop Not for you or your higher being My nirvana Eye in the sky Lies red as roses White lines with lethal doses I need help There is no doubt I want out Something's gotta give I'm falling into this hole Of self pity that I loathe Yeah there's nothing left to prove I am not in control Save me from myself I'm barely hanging on You reached out And saw me You saved me Live on for me Don't mourn when it's over 'Cause I'm already gone My demons are getting closer With every single day They will come on my darkest hour On my final day