my neck hurts

No I can't help myself Rape around my neck No I can't stop myself I've come so far Bloody nose, sexy hoes Bitch came to lick my toes Adderall xr I feel light Outside twilight It's a fine day to die The mess around me The mess inside me Who the hell are you girl Can't let you in nah I can't trust no one So I can't trust you I can't even trust myself Can't trust a blade too The mess around me The mess inside me I think I should die Inside my head I cry Babe don't lie to me I know you are using me bitch No I can't help myself Rape around my neck No I can't stop myself I've come so far damn