Die

I wept but I never felt And I never will Lock the door at both ends Cover your tracks Will you tell me why you left me then Tell me where you went and when Tell me how tell me how you have been Life would never feel my warmth again Time could never ever have been anything less And so the days would pass I would never ever leave myself Though I could be better if I would Why are we all so torn by indifference Why are we all so fucking apathetic Yeah I’m the cynic Everybody’s a critic Why are we all so drawn toward aesthetic Why are we all so fucking copacetic Yeah I’m indifferent Everybody’s a hypocrite Life would never feel my warmth again Time could never ever have been anything less And so the days would pass I would never ever leave myself Though I could be better if I would, yeah And so I rot here as if I’m not here Mournful, I remorse The grave dancer’s lament I regret what I’ve said I detest how I’ve lived Sewn shut at the mouth My story ends if I tell As if a corpse could be found in every wall of this house In the absence of will A mental prison cell Where I divert if I can to circumvent this fucking hell