Starting Point

The truth I sympathize For those who synchronize As i just sit behind And watch the world go by I notice the problems I Have yet to deal with I Might as well let them slide You cant be serious I've Needed help for a long time I Can't hold up all the feelings inside Praying to God that he wont leave my Side I can't abide Shove the problems aside You better go run and hide, okay I've always gotta be on a mission My submission Led me to the grave I'm digging Bury the coffin my hope is in Life isn't Fair sometimes you gotta let it in I sit in my room and I let it out People making me wanna scream And shout But I cant just sit and pout I write and I let the words come out My friends don't even beleive in me It's hard to see Makin' me feel like i gotta be Better than myself, it's hurting me Its hurtling deep Its clear to me That they do not think of me As someone who could make their Dreams Come true if they dove real deep Burdens and secrets I have to keep I wish there wasn't so much deceit. Stop talking you're here to hear the Beat You got a problem with me you have To leave! You overstayed your keep The point I'm making is if there is Something you really want to do Don't let others tell you what you Can and cant do Just keep believing that you'll make It through I believe in you So you gotta beleive in you I get that its hard to do Keep on pushing through Don't let em' tell you what you can Do Make them drop Dead if you want to get to the top If you want them to stop Tell em' "take your very best shot!" It's funny how we fight each other For stupid reasons that don't really Matter We want everything handed to us on A silver platter Stop the chatter My sub matter Keep climbing up a ladder that wont Ever end The truth can bend I offer a hand To people that truly need it Continue to feed it, don't try to read It I try to beat it, but it keeps on Repeating' Everyone in my life is keeping' Me back from my full potential Everyone's being influential In the wrong way being residential You can never just buy a rental It's accidental, keep the foot on the Pedal Starting point you know what I'm Doing In my mind you know what I'm Shooting Go ahead, just keep on booing I'm only starting I just wont be Perfect You know I'm certain I hide behind the curtain This certain person Only making the pain just worsen All I can do is keep on working I don't have to be a "rap god" to get The message through I don't know what to say to you Keep on judging' ima break your Tooth For being rude I'll tell the truth But here's the proof Trust is something that you could Lose Or maybe could use To earn respect I'll write the check Or leave it blank because you're a Fake Every line I'll retake Won't have to give it a shake yeah You do not compare to my energy Leave you behind just like a memory Taking a knife, Its just my accessory Talking to God, I give him the best of Me But leave out the rest of me It's choking me It's hard to breath Go through my week Acting like I'm fine but really I am Just weak Trying to be unique I drown myself Down by the creek You heard the shrieks I died so I can change myself I'm taking my burdens and putting Them on the shelf I need some help But hope has left me Moving past me Life keeps going Its still showing I'm depressed I'm so stressed I hate it all! I missed the call But now I fall Back where I was It was all because Life dismissed me The bullet just missed me It's coming back at me God knows whats happening For now I'll keep on rapping If it means no more waiting God knows I'm changing Now I'm fading Life is moving so fast I can't even see it pass I'm still stuck in the past While everybody else is moving Forward Makes me wanna jump in a bathtub With a home-phone with no cord Last year I was thinking about Ending my own life Thoughts kept coming the more that I fight Worse it gets but I can't stop now They ask me how But I just laugh in the face of death Every single breath I take makes me Work to my best Heart beating out of my chest All i have to do is rap the rest I don't care what you think I'll pop off the moment you blink Leaving the industry It must be A waste of time Like lemon lime Stop speaking to me There's nothing to fear I'll jump off the chandelier I'll make you hear Every song I drop From the top No reason to stop Don't matter if it's over the top I'll put them in shock I'll smash their head right into a rock Throw myself right off of a dock Always be honorable It's never impossible Got a whole life ahead of me this is Only the starting point