Left to Rot

In the coldness of our hearts Without a glimpse of warmth Starring into the walls Into a emptiness Lost dreams, Oh death I feel the touch of your breath As i sinking down the blackness I feel the need to cry I want to feel alive I'm left behind In the mud Like a fucking maggot Left to rot Left to rot I need to cry to feel alive I don't feel human at all I see a crack in the mirror As the darkness falls I try to reach the sky Remembering The tragedy of life I wish i was dead at birth So i didn't have to Live with this curse Mother i'm sorry That i don't love this life I don't deserve your forgivness I wish for tears I want to feel life I'm left behind I'm left to rot Left to rot I need to cry to feel alive I don't feel human at all The clock is ticking The time is running out Soon it will be too late To make a difference In my human strain What's left will soon be rotten Blindfolded all forgotten Drowned in my own River of solitude As i sinking down the blackness I feel the need to cry I want to feel alive Now When i'm left behind Left to rot I need to cry to feel alive I don't feel human at all My heart is pounding I'm breathless I can not move Can not think As the blood rush Inside the brain Try to ignore the pain This chaos inside I'm left to rot Trying to let the tears out Paralyzed by grief Hail the dark Left to rot I need to cry to feel alive I don't feel human at all