Caught Up In My Mind (Extended)

Ya Pain Misery Depression They all come around to make you a stronger person Cause if you let that get you down Whether you'll survive or not Till then keep pushin' yo dreams Caught up in my mind, it playin' games on me Caught up in some lies, I let they words change me Now I compromise, my ambition, had my vison clouded over Had me chillin' wit some posers, till I seen that I was trippin' I ain't need no fuckin drugs, cause these people be enough Get the spray out when buggin', if they bummin' you can't trust I done gave to many fucks, now the fuse burnout it's tough So if you cappin', get ya ass out, I'm the captain of this traphouse It's a battle with these assholes, you the crook outside my castle Had me harvest up my last crop, now I'm smokin' off that good gas Why you thinkin' money the problem, only like that when no one else got it Bought the 4 door 'fore I could drive it, had my first show outta high school Most the songs I write I an throw em, wishin' that I woulda recorded I don't f*ck wit shit that's important, do my thing live in the moment Probably heard my flow they quote it, they be hatin' but they know they love it Like that McDonalds beef they be bluffin', they like me or they wouldn't be discussin' Had me ride round wit my cousin, BMX you catching concussion Bein all about the young fella shit I'm wildin' 24-7 Bitch done knew I been the villain, on the corner pushing quarters F*ck a bottle, I want a popper, so lets pack bowl an get it goin' Ya, I'm Faded, Ya, I'm spaced out I'm feeling chosen but wastin' my potential cause all these drugs up in my system, knowin' that I'm good But my mind wantin' more for my body, self competition cut throat Caught up in my mind, it playin' games on me Caught up in some lies, I let they words change me Now I compromise, my ambition, had my vison clouded over Had me chillin' wit some posers, till I seen that I was trippin' I ain't need no fuckin drugs, cause these people be enough Get the spray out when buggin', if they bummin' you can't trust I done gave to many fucks, now the fuse burnout it's tough