Love is regret

I loved you like a movie Got them thoughts in my head They made me groovy Falling in love is like your favourite song You never want it to end But you know its not for long All i could think about was you Any other girl made me puke Falling in love so innocent Always knew you were magnificent Love is like a carousel No one knows when its gunna fall through hell But i would never think about that When we weren't together Wed always chat I was so attached Threw you all my love But then you couldn't catch It was too much I should've stopped But you made my heart beat Could've never thought I should've stopped I should've stopped I fell for a girl, thought she was the one Gave her my all, but she used me for fun She took my nicotine, played with my heart Said i was obsessed, but she lied from the start I cant believe i fell for it, damn Thought we had something, but it was just a scam Now I'm just another victim of her game But i wont let her bring me down in flames She played me like a fool, got me caught in her web Should've seen it coming, but I was blind instead She took my kindness, used it for her gain Now I'm left without a heart and she wont explain I cant believe i fell for it, damn Thought we had something, but it was all just a scam Now I'm just another victim of her game But i wont let her bring me down in flames I thought i had love, but all i got was pain She used me like a tool, left me out in the rain But i wont let her win, Ill find someone new And wen i do, shell regret what she put me through I hear its easy to die Ive been meaning to try Put a bullet to my head Its the end of the line They all say i got time But thats yo future not mine Ain't nobody care Ive been loosing my mind Been suicidal since ten I hated everyone and i ain't got no friends Had bitches from the past that was tryna make amends No They tryna f*ck with my head I swear I'm reaching my end Another minute and i swear il be dead I wanna try it again But I'm scared to hit send You say it gets better Then bitch tell me when Every night i spent crying in bed Hope someone grabs a pistol and fills me with lead I ain't gonna lie I've been skipping my meds Ive been having thoughts in my mind lately Thoughts of suicide i ain't no crybaby I ain't got no friends but at the same time 80 My one wish in this bitch is make it quick if the lord take me