Past

Look, I said I wouldn't fall, but I'm on the ground again Sitting in my room, expressing feelings through a pen Didn't think that we would grow, now I'm scared that it'll end Got me sat here overthinking while she's out there with her friends I'm grappling with these emotions, can't pretend to be alright Thought our love was unbreakable, but now it's taking flight I'm drowning in this silence, can't escape this endless night While she's out having fun, I'm stuck in this endless fight Oh, these thoughts keep haunting me, can't escape this misery She's out there living carefree, while I'm trapped in this reverie We used to be so close, now it feels like history I'm writing down these words, hoping she'll remember me I'm scrolling through our memories, like pages in a book Every smile, every touch, every moment that we took But now it's just a chapter that we're closing with a hook I'm trying to find the words, but I don't know where to look Her laughter used to fill the room, now it's echoes in my mind I thought we'd last forever, thought our love was one of a kind But now I'm all alone, just a shadow left behind While she's out there shining, in her world so unconfined Oh, these thoughts keep haunting me, can't escape this misery She's out there living carefree, while I'm trapped in this reverie We used to be so close, now it feels like history I'm writing down these words, hoping she'll remember me I'm not ready to let go, can't erase you from my soul But I'll keep on writing, pouring heart into these lines Maybe someday you'll read these words, and know How I felt when I said goodbye How you're still on my mind I see your face in strangers, hear your voice in the rain Every little thing reminds me of the love we used to claim I'm trying to move forward, but it's driving me insane Wondering if you ever think of me and feel the same Oh, these thoughts keep haunting me, can't escape this misery She's out there living carefree, while I'm trapped in this reverie We used to be so close, now it feels like history I'm writing down these words, hoping she'll remember me