Lost at Sea

I know it's hard Hard to believe That I'm being honest when I acted so mean I feel my heart Sail out to sea It's crashing on my shore My ribs are breaking It feels so dark when you aren't with me I'm really just my own worst enemy You feel so far And so out of reach It feels so funny just to say that I guess I'm getting my own payback It wasn't that I didn't love you That I didn't like you Didn't mean to spite you Oh baby I just loved me And the melodies more And now that I'm away My heart feels so sore Oh honey if I sang it from a high roof Didn't leave you aloof Showed you all of the proof I wouldn't blame you For thinking I'm a lost cause It wasn't that I didn't love you That I didn't like you Didn't mean to spite you