Tumbleweed

Look at me in my skintight leather, I got way too drunk last night I tell myself I can do much better and I swear that I really try I get embarrassed by the way I bite my nails I get embarrassed by the way I kiss and tell Cause every time I kiss I always wanna tell them I'm in it Is this just amusement? I'm ruined Cause even though I'm healed I still like to lose it sometimes And even though I'm skilled I feel like it shouldn't be mine (Sometimes) Imposter syndrome is such a fucking bitch (Sometimes) I guess that's why I started smoking cigarettes Sometimes) (Can you turn that TV off? Actually keep it on cause I really like that song Do you think we should go out tonight? I do Actually let's stay in, I really need to Unwind for just a fucking second Cause everything seems bad even though it really isn't If I told you that I'm interested Would you run away and act like nothing ever happened? Am I talking too much or not enough? This is stupid This is why I really hate love Hate love, love This is why I really hate love Hate love This is why I really hate love Hate love This is why This is why I really Love the way you're thinking this is a song About you and me but you're just so wrong Had too much to drink I'm on a wave now It feels really fun until I come down Said some things I probably shouldn't say (F*ck) Not at night and definitely not the day I'm trying to change all of my horrible ways I'm sorry that I still do misbehave I'm tearing down the walls and now the shame Lies to me and says I can't be saved I can't be saved I can't be sane