Promise I Try

I don't think they understand that this is not who I am I am only half a man, I'm not who you say I am Messed up thoughts and a voice inside my head Tell me where to go, how do I begin To tell you I love you and say that I need you Lord, would you take my hand again I pray that I fly like a dove when I die Lord, I need you to help me with self sacrifice Yeah, I'm needing your love, I'm needing your touch I just feel like I am not enough To stay in your light, I try with my might But maybe, I'm weak, falling short in your eyes I promise I try, I swear God I try But feelings are hard to decipher at night I don't think they understand that this is not who I am I am only half a man, I'm not who you say I am Messed up thoughts and a voice inside my head Tell me where to go, how do I begin To tell you I love you and say that I need you Lord, would you take my hand again When one door closes, another one opens You picked me back up when I sat here so broken So many are called, but few are chosen God, flood my heart with your love, give your oceans You are my strength and you are my song Lord, keep me going when I can't carry on You left the 99 when I was lost Thank God your grace comes without cost