Lost Feelings

Hey, I was just calling to say that it had nothing to do with you You didn't change. It was me. I changed There was nothing you could have done to make me stay There was nobody else that I left for myself It's just that, how do I say this One day, things didn't feel the same I felt myself drifting away and my feelings began to wane with each passing day like a leak that keeps drifting over time My love for you is slowly fading out My love You're losing your love Now, I'm feeling stuck Cause I don't know what the f*ck I need to do Try to make you come stay, but you push me away You say that you love me, now I feel confused Am I just not enough Overthinking your love Gave up on too much, just so I can be with you And I just need some help I'm all by myself So the drugs will be there for me when I want to abuse I'm high, I've been so high To keep you off my mind If I keep thinking about you, girl, I might just die Sky, I'm in the sky Believed all your lies Even though they can kill me, the drugs keeping me alive You listen to your friends And you don't give a damn About how I'ma feel if we stop loving again And I just want you And you act like you do Want me to, but I'll hate it if we're just friends once again