Time

I was believed in when I didn't believe in myself My friends was like my family, and yeah I got a lot of help Played the cards that got dealt, poker face when I fell Layover in Paris, so I'm staring at the Eiffel Time passed me over, world fair stood till it's over Temporary, outlived the moment Main attraction was the iron shoulders Time ran away from me, visions of when I was only 17 Years later, all my memory, fade to black February 17 Overdose, all my plans got overwrote Cold needle when I awoke Razor blade, I abandoned hope On the bleeding edge, on a tightrope And I wonder, if Jesus came back would he ponder Free will that we squander, black mirrors, corrosive thunder Rain down on us I think we poison the wells out of which we all drink I'm wasting my time when I'm trying to sleep The world is on fire so try not to blink I try not to miss it I try not to let it slip through my fingers I try not to hate it But I turn on the news and we murdering children And women, and difference Conservatism is religion Making sense of this hieroglyphic Every tragedy is spot the difference Need a remedy for my disinterest Neon lights and my eye fatigue Rolling dice with my privacy And I'm photosensitive in my dreams Kicking rocks of amphetamines Change the locks but forget the key Splitting lanes on my bare feet And recovery is learning how to breathe Change paths, tracks Dance, cold hands Romance