rest in peace

Hate my life, sometimes I think that I should end it Too smart for my own good, should I just pretend it's All okay, when it feels like the worlds ending Miss the ones I love, I'm so fucking codependent Driving down Conway thinking "I should send it" Crash into a wall, die, and beg God for forgiveness Life was too much, I wish I didn't have end it Didn't have to end it Didn't have to end it (that's by Spark!) Why do I think The same things everyday Why do I see The dark side to everything I just wanna live My life in fucking peace Tired of the same old problems Let me rest in peace (that's by Spark!) Let me rest in peace (let me rest in peace) Let me sit still I don't wanna think (I don't wanna think) Cause my brains a neuro hell I got dark thoughts on repeat (dark thoughts on repeat) Sometimes I wanna down a bunch of pills And then lay down till I feel (lay down till I feel) Nothing, fucking nothing When I try to think a thought (try to think a thought) I'll hear nothing, fucking nothing I wanna lay down till I feel (lay down till I feel) Fucking nothing, fucking nothing (that's by Spark!) Why do I think The same things everyday (same things everyday) Why do I see The dark side to everything (the dark side to everything) I just wanna live My life in fucking peace (my life in fucking peace) Tired of the same old problems Let me rest in peace (that's by Spark!) Rest in peace Let me rest in peace Let me rest in peace Let me rest in peace