Cause Of My Issues (feat. aidan han & slayingibis)

Would rather be stuck in my blues then be stuck here with you Cuz you show me no peace and make me feel foolish Rather be stuck in my bed Than think of what you said Ima take my meds Your still stuck in my head Sleep paralysis I wake up to your face cuz I forget your not here Couldn't make it one month guess we won't make it one year I see your shadows in the doorway Manipulate with your foreplay You let go when you said you'd stay You stabbing my brain Cause me anxiety You cause me more pain You burn me in your pentagon Leave me with your plastic heart Me and you are on and off It's already are hard enough Wish that I could numb it all Cuz I don't wanna feel at all Yeah I get it I'm a loser You don't get it it's over Cuz I'm hurt Don't text or call me I'm high as can be Wish you gave me peace Your love is alarming It reminds me of hell I don't know where'd I'd be if I wasn't here Wanna hate you so bad but it's harder to think Ima drown my thoughts ina bottle I sink Told it would get better But everything seems so much worse I just wanna know did I take the wrong turn Everytime I think about you my heart burns I can't stop thinking that I deserve the worst I can't tell if I'm insecure or my heart hurts My heart hurts My heart hurts Wish I could give you the world Cover up I'm insecure diamonds and pearls We'll never work Spiritual work