Overcoming Toxicity

Got this feelin' in my chest I think it might be somethin' Cause when I look you in the eye my fears don't mean nothin And when I take you by the hand please do not run from it When I'm with you oh think I'm at my summit Well damn ain't that somethin' Thought I'd amount to nothin' Can't lie thought I was bluffin' I thought I'd never love again Ran away from all my friends I didn't like them in the first place I come back to you and ask myself if it was worth it God I hope this shit is worth it Always struggled with my purpose I jus' scratched the fuckin' surface Y'all don't know what's underneath Talkin' like this hurts my teeth And I thought I was gettin' better But I'm yellowed from the grief You're too fuckin sweet And if I run away again You can hate me forever And ever and ever and ever and ever Oh Got this feelin' in my chest I think it might be somethin' Cause when I look you in the eye my fears don't mean nothin And when I take you by the hand please do not run from it When I'm with you oh think I'm at my summit Well damn ain't that somethin' Thought I'd amount to nothin' Cant lie thought I was bluffin' I thought I'd never love again Ran away from all my friends I didn't like them in the first place I come back to you and ask myself if it was worth it I think it might just be worth it I don't know what else to say But I know I wanna wake up with you every single day And if I break this promise to you then please run away I will stand by your side until my soul decays I said I'll fix it and won't run away You're born from Adam too human for me Existentialism and struggle for peace Do you wanna be the god in me?