Desperate

Desperate for the days that I could hold my tears back and Desperate for the days that I could talk with no speak back I got them on the edge you could come and get your seat back No self control wish I could tell it where to meet at Don't need you Or you Nor you either And I never had a voice But now i'ma proud speaker And I never had somebody that'll tell me that they vouched either You ever had a statement that you couldn't tell with your mouth eager And then you had the chance But your fucking doubt start steering No words needed Just fucking emotion I don't gotta fucking speak cause my emotion gon speak for me Body language gon speak before I ever get to speak fully Nigga You can see it in my expressions No you just speak like that cause you going through adolescence F*ck that I need my respect F*ck you and your lessons Better watch your mouth cause you don't know who the f*ck you testing And I rather fucking die than I let your fucking ego step in You need to listen to me You talk too much Stop talking Respect your elders F*ck that respect me first