Too Much 2 Drink

Searching for some blessings I really never second guessed it but I learned my lesson So I'm concentrated tryna provide tryna confide I used to cover up my emotions by getting high But little do you know that's where the change begins As soon as you stop You really gotta let it all in Because as you know it You telling a story like you a poet So you gotta come back even stronger you gotta show it Let me tell you a little story It might get a little glory But I need you to hear me out I feel like I'm boutta black out How do I stay sane When my life is filled with doubt I don't wanna complain But this is me reaching out It's pay day so you know what we do I'm picking up my homies just like if they got out of school We pulling up to wine and spirits to pick what she choose Because at the end of the day we drinking on booze I've been working so hard This is the perfect excuse to book me a car So pass me the bottle full throttle when I walk I wattle only because I'm fucked Up and I just wanna kill my sorrows so I'll see you tomorrow To buy another drink I wanna get fucked up to the point where I can't think Because I'm with the homies that's what Kendrick said He said If I keep doing me than I'm gonna be the best So I gotta think and remodel my whole decision In religion you need a vision that's what he said So you better pray to god before you go to bed Because one false move you gon end up dead Let me tell you a little story It might get a little glory But I need you to hear me out I feel like I'm boutta black out How do I stay sane When my life is filled with doubt I don't wanna complain But this is me reaching out I just realized my family looks at me like if I'm the prophet of the king of the 7 Seas so I gotta get clean so I can achieve all my dreams because they believe in A power they see in me A turning point in my life is when I was 19 My aunt came over and her kids told me they have dreams To be like me, making music making rhythms I did it for myself but they do it from inspiration It's crazy how much power you withhold They really look up to me and they tell me all their goals They tell me how much music really changed them in their souls But boy, I'm just a kid that's really tryna chase his goal But now I'm in my own world this new world I got inspiration from Juice Wrld And Tupac and Kendrick Lamar he taught me how to make some stories in art While Biggie taught me how to play it real smart We'll vibe through the night I've been reaching them skies I've been taking flights So I can see the light Who are we are You know who you are You gotta ignite And than you gotta reach the sky You gotta pick it up You gotta make sure that you really can live it up You only got one place to go Is it heaven or hell you really gotta know You really gotta fucking know so you can live it up You gotta keep on doing you, you gotta pick it up You gotta move a little faster and a little better You gotta keep on doing you because i know that you matter Let me tell you a little story It might get a little glory But I need you to hear me out I feel like I'm boutta black out How do I stay sane When my life is filled with doubt I don't wanna complain But this is me reaching out