IT'S NOT OK (feat. Oel)

Missing those days Dismissing the pain it caused me Thought it'd never end But I was fucking wrong We had a perfect life We had the shit that we needed to be fine All of the time couldn't see what was happening in the blink of an eye My life it changed My mind was deranged My world filled with blades Yeah You said it's ok You said it's ok But it's not ok It never was No it's not ok Stay in my face Tell me you love me But leave me the same Leave me astray Darken my day Tell me theres no escape Lay in my grave Stuck for the day Off of these drugs that be eating away One with a curse Cigarettes burn out on my wrist I just love how it hurts I told you I was dying Lay in my bed Thoughts of my death Crowding my head With your hands on my neck Ten milligrams all in my pants Thinking whatever I'm high up again Missing those days Dismissing the pain it caused me Thought it'd never end But I was fucking wrong But I was fucking wrong