This Is Life

Fucked up my life and I wish I could go back But I'm stuck here And I don't know where I'm at Lost all patience all hope It's in the grass That I'm smoking I'm blowing in the air Listen to my words And I'll make this very clear I'm a sad mother fucker Who sheds his tears Now it's all blood And I don't give a f*ck About what you think of me This is life But I don't think that you understand the pain When I'm popping pills Just to feel some novocain I'm insane Inside my head It's all in these words Motherfucker left me for the dirt And I made that shit hurt Cause pain heals And time heals And what you need you have What you need you have Don't lose hope yet