Trying 2 Change (feat. purpleplease)

Yeah yeah yeah There's a sickness in my heart Dwelling in the dark Oh now bitch just spark the blunt But now you just making fun Of every fucking situation Of every fucking situation Now I'm dwelling in the dark So what bitch? I will try to change Always told you never promise shit It will never change Tryna change I'm tryna change I'm tryna change I cannot change Can you give me one good reason I should stay around Right now baby I just want to put a gun to my head I hope you understand I hope you feel the pain I hope you grow some day To be better than this But I don't think I'm gonna change no I don't think I'm ever gonna feel the same no Don't think I'm ever fucking change hoe When I'm trying I just feel the fucking same though It's all the pain inside my head I can't escape no So I be laying in my bed Wishing for death another day