i swear i'll change

oh who am i to blame? if i never changed at all was it all a game? i put the blame on u and said it wasn't my fault i know i said ill change over and over again but i stay the same but i stay the same yokai: we have walked the same path a million times or more god i hate that it's all just like before said it wouldn't stay the same but i'm only in the way now i know you've grown to hate me a little more ran away last time i saw you god i feel ashamed somehow i've become a monster unable to change it's not alright but i think that i'll lie and say it is apologize for the way i've been can't spend one more night the way i am ilyl1ght: oh who am i to blame? if i never changed at all was it all a game? i put the blame on u and said it wasn't my fault i know i said ill change over and over again but i stay the same but i stay the same oh i swear ill change for the better and more together we'll move on im better than before but im so scared that we'll never be the same lets go to sleep and forget our problems im way to stressed out to try and solve um but im a liar to say im ok who am i to blame?