Deep As It Gets

You wouldn't F*ck with my life Drowning in shit Thought I was immune for a while Arrogance spoiled it, yeah Doom in the night At least the feeling of it The feeling of it Could be enough to bring me to the edge, yeah I dive in the mess Absorbing the stress I don't know what to do with it But I'll take all of it Yeah, all of it Dive in the mess F*ck you mean, you stopping to rest Pain in my chest Weed smoke smell on my breathe I'll be good just sauce me the crest Freaking the f*ck out At almost everyone of my friends Not in real life Just in my head Schedule flip, f*ck with the meds I'm wide awake when you'd be in bed My average night is a two hour rest, yeah Every circumstance is detrimental When winter season ends regain my mental Least I'll try And maybe -i could try and find somebody special It's happened before but damn I swear it wasn't meant to, we go I dive in the mess Absorbing the stress I don't know what to do with it But I'll take all of it Yeah, all of it Dive in the mess F*ck you mean, you stopping to rest Pain in my chest Weed smoke smell on my breathe I dive in the mess Absorbing the stress I don't know what to do with it But I'll take all of it Yeah, all of it Dive in the mess F*ck you mean, you stopping to rest Pain in my chest Weed smoke smell on my breathe Always feeling like i said some shit i knew I would regret You ain't finding love cause you've been cuffing for the sex, in love with head When's the last time you left a message Instead of hang up Avoiding contact's a nervous habit That I can't give up Every time you call I can't pick up I'm too fucked up Get drunk pull trig But I can't throw up But you just called to say That you wouldn't show up anyways Good luck Life's gonna suck Once you realise I was worth more than a f*ck Treat me like a slut Incapable of depth Listen to the song It's as deep as it gets You let go I worked I just dropped that let I just went Face first into My music again Going am to pm Am to Pm I'm here again Trapped here with my problems It don't end Here I am layed in my bed at 3AM Listen to the silence It just simulates the end I dive in the mess Absorbing the stress I don't know what to do with it But I'll take all of it Yeah, all of it Dive in the mess F*ck you mean, you stopping to rest Pain in my chest Weed smoke smell on my breathe I dive in the mess Absorbing the stress I don't know what to do with it But I'll take all of it Yeah, all of it Dive in the mess F*ck you mean, you stopping to rest Pain in my chest Weed smoke smell on my breathe