last night

I tried to stay calm while no ones around but I just hate myself when you're not in my arms I'm losing my mind Just restore me to who i used to be Why'd you promise you'd never hurt me? 'Cause I'm hurting now and I could hardly breathe I'm attached didn't have to be like that Wouldn't change a thing but now I'm in my head Now I'm so embarrassed Did you get my message before we left that night? It said I'll be different and I'll be more willing to accept that this time it's all my fault So tell me Why'd you promise you'd never hurt me? 'Cause I'm hurting now and I could hardly breathe I'm attached didn't have to be like that Wouldn't change a thing but now I'm in my head