Blame

Sometimes I wonder if you're bored yet Something's telling me that I should pull the chord now I'm having trouble expressing myself I'm upset To do the math millimeters to my forehead Only time I'm ever clean is in the morning It's like every time I'm clean I can't ignore it I wanna talk and it's okay if you ignore it Cus' honestly I'm like the easiest to forget Don't say you love me I can feel I'm unimportant Open my mouth and i feel like I'm a burden Just say you hate me Doesn't matter how you word it I've been screaming out for help and you don't hear it This little voice inside my head said go to war yet I see the light but I'm not feeling better Said that we would be together Had no money to my name Used to have to eat together Hated being poor but I adored it I gave you a warning I don't wanna wake up in the morning I can't sleep it's so annoying Tell me you don't believe me I was dying Stuck in these walls maybe I'm the burden Hate myself so much I'm worried That if I leave no one would mourn me I can't stop the world from turning I don't really wanna know the shit that you do Play me for a bitch yeah you act like I'm a fool Treat me like the dirt we'll be under pretty soon It's cruel yeah just use me as a tool Meet my doom with a smile on Crying hallelujah we both know that I was wrong I don't know if I focus too much on the small things Every time we speak you be tearing at my heart strings Rip it all up and throw away Ask if I'm good like go away I don't really wanna talk today Feelings changed when you walked away Knowing things will never be the same Who the f*ck is there to blame I gave you a warning I don't wanna wake up in the morning I can't sleep it's so annoying Tell me you don't believe me I was dying Stuck in these walls maybe I'm the burden Hate myself so much I'm worried That if I leave no one would mourn me I can't stop the world from turning