amavi te

Yeah I just wanna love but I can't Too many problems that I cannot say Only if you'd understand I just wanna die on my own With the pills that I take to cope Cause I don't want to live anymore Falling in love is a joke Too many drugs that i've done I might od from the pills that i've done Falling in love is the reason I'm numb I gave you the gun you shot it away Breaking my heart You givin me pain Say that you loved Lied to my face Codeine and weed It helps me stay When I'm in grave I'm hoping I'm rotting with all of my chains Okay Love me you don't so say Don't just be speaking my name You are the reason I'm feeling this way Think you too perfect Okay Like why Say you too perfect just lies Okay Just leave Let me just rot in my grave in peace Til I see myself feel so free Was it real Or was it fake The moments we had And the nights that we layed On our beds on the phone Talking bout kids and a future But now it's a memory babe So sad You're gone and I still stayed Pop pills get drunk Night til day Girl tell me Why did I choose to stay Every now and then I lose myself Wrapped a noose And wrapped myself Killed the emotions that I felt Then brought back Just to fight myself