Red Shift

I tried to warn you To settle by your side But it's hard to get you And I'm so uptight Yet you don't want to untie Flying down the stairs As I recall my life and all You mutter something else And my blood starts to boil Now I feel like punching walls Lungs and mind getting thorned It's all sour, unadorned As I process your words How did we get there again ? I've been holding on For so fucking long I should just turn And walk away Instead I burn In angst and stay Down on the floor I crawl my way Holding the door In disarray People dancing around me Faith in an infinite crowd Endlessly doomed to stay even Nothing hurts more than disdain Losing what you used to hold dear To a streak of nothingness Burned away by time itself Been there countless times There's no surprise any longer Expecting it like my own death Like ties are bound to be erased Quit pushing me around already Don't you get it I despise you All that you are, all that you've been You failed to mold my curve I should just turn And walk away Instead I burn In angst and sway Lost in a fog Blinded by faith I could implore For you to stay Down on the floor I crawl my way You left me sore In disarray