Why you gone

Why you gone? I see your face when I'm scrollin on my phone Said you'd be there but you left on my own And I thought life's fair But I got it all wrong Why you gone? I see your face everywhere when I'm coming back home Said you'd be there but you left me all alone And I hate myself For gettin' it all wrong I can't blame you, I don't wanna hurt you You, always been the one I could really talk to Always knew what to say no matter what I went through Yeah my love was real, yea it was all true But this smile I put on is fake I need to lie, pretend I'm okey But if you look me in my eyes, all you see is pain I can't take this, over and over, and over again I reminisce, say I'm fine and safe While I'm really sad and can't Find a way to save myself And clear my head and I saw Mom and Sam cry for me And I hate to call for help Even when I'm desperate 'cause People say it's juste a phase They don't know shit about who we were baby I could give you the whole universe (yea) Why you gone? I see your face when I'm scrollin on my phone Said you'd be there but you left on my own And I thought life's fair But I got it all wrong Why you gone? I see your face everywhere when I'm coming back home Said you'd be there but you left me all alone And I hate myself For gettin' it all wrong I'm sorry It don't make no sense Baby I'm sorry, I'm too bad at romance Baby, I miss your lips The smell of your fragrance All the endless nights when I put you into trance (uh) We had the world in our hands We had a lot of new plans You were my number one fan Why'd you have to burn it all down? I barely eat, I can't sleep, I'm scared To see my memories slowly fade away And all these pills won't do shit for my mental health Yeah, crazy how we went from heaven to hell You taught me a lot, but I've learned too late Know it's all my fault, no matter what you say I only want you and I want no one else And I hate to think about you with another man Why you gone? I see your face when I'm scrollin on my phone Said you'd be there but you left on my own And I thought life's fair But I got it all wrong Why you gone? I see your face everywhere when I'm coming back home Said you'd be there but you left me all alone And I hate myself For gettin' it all wrong