close the door

We've been down this road before You would have that we would close the door I'm crying teardrops to the floor Every time it rains, it starts to pour I can't do it anymore You ain't got to tell me I already know that I'm a mess You made me feel less ugly so I showered you in compliments I just want to make you proud, so I brag on my accomplishments I might just call on Father Time to come and save me from embarrassment I'm so obsessed with all your flaws, but even your love is a punishment My favorite punishment Why do you lie to me You said you're over him But you're not over him When I'm drowning in my tears I can't remember how to swim Every time me and my boys we come outside we pull up trim The burning light I had inside, I cannot lie it's getting dim When I think about my past I see a reaper looking grim We talked about the future all the time, getting married having kids We have so much time, baby girl, what's the point in rushing it Took a flight to Hong Kong, came a long way from the sticks When I think about our memories they always make me sick I'm feeling really sick is there a doctor in the house All these voices in my head, they make is hard to hear a sound There was a fire in my heart, before you left, you but it out You put all the blame on me girl, what the hell was that about"ilysteph, he is insane" pick something else to talk about What the hell was that about We've been down this road before Now I'll never hesitate to close the door