don't let me go

I have a dream so late at night Where I die when I'm alive I make sure you're sleeping tight Tears they pour out from my eyes My world is fake, I live a lie I know you see through my disguise Sometimes I wish, though it ain't right That I don't see the morning light And if I die before I wake Lord I pray my soul to take At least I'm free from all this pain, I always said you'd be okay It might be hard for you to hear But I refuse to live in fear All your love I'm holding dear I won't make it through the year All those problems from my past In my face when I turn my back Terrified I stare, they laugh All my loved ones dressed in black Dressed in bla-a-ack I don't sleep, I can't relax The drugs don't work and my vision's bad I can't lie, I miss my dad But what would I do to get him back My God, he loves me, this I know For my mother told me so What I reap I'm bound to sow Just show me love, help me grow Just help me grow Just help me grow Don't let me go