amenity

Yeah no one to hold me down I need amenity my friends they all enemies now I was never good enough to make anyone stick around But I think I'm better now they hate to see what comes around (I love you ) I dont know what to feel anymore Stuck in anonymity don't know who I am no more Only took a couple months you walked right out that fucking door Yeah, like what the f*ck was it all even for? If this is how to live then I don't want to live at all I just wind up all my feelings then I let 'em go And it was never for the worst but that's just how it goes F*ck around to f*ck around probably just to feel something more (I love you ) Yeah no one to hold me down I need amenity my friends they all enemies now I was never good enough to make anyone stick around But I think I'm better now they hate to see what comes around And I don't know if I miss you or I miss the thought of love I'm trapped in my consciousness need drugs to get out of touch You all diplomatic, I'm just a manic So whose advice do I take if I don't have an answer I just spend up all my time in my own mind The only friend I got is what I smoke to feel right I set the bar high A waste of my time Caught on the deadline, in which I'm taught to be sure I struggle finding what's sure Don't need a hand and not yours Take revelations it's straining to rip out the sword I wasn't distant before But now I'm distant and more My personality inside of me It makes me contort (I love you) Yeah no one to hold me down I need amenity my friends they all enemies now I was never good enough to make anyone stick around But I think I'm better now they hate to see what comes around Yeah no one to hold me down I need amenity my friends they all enemies now I was never good enough to make anyone stick around But I think I'm better now they hate to see what comes around F*ck! But I ain't going out sad Do it by myself I don't need nobody bad I remember I was down Ain't nobody had my back so Now when I go up I'll be up until my body bag yeah