DOUBLE DEALING

Cuz it's been hard enough Got this life it's been so rough I've been thinking bout my place In this world I feel so fake Bigger numbers they going up Better flow like you pour out a cup Honing all this only eight months Getting bigger know this my start Real again? I'm not sure Dealing with all of this pain, I'm not pure Managing all your maturity Talking to me like therapy I'm surviving just barely Maybe it wasn't meant to be Like damn Like damn Like damn humble yourself little bitch I ain't care about life I take risk Got too much on my hands I take this Got no time on my watch yeah I hit licks Back again, popping bottles, champagne Lying bout this life, it's all fake Laid back No strap I cap Fake Mac No trap I nap I, wait Damn like what's that holding me back It's my mind can't stop running all these laps I got potential Under my belt That will be dealt That can be spelt like