i dont know how to change

I know that you hate me But I'm trying, I'm trying to change It gets harder and harder each day Doesn't it just feel kinda strange, strange I know that you don't want me in your life anymore And even after you said you would always love me and even swore You would never leave I know that you hate me But I'm trying, I'm trying to change It gets harder and harder each day Doesn't it just feel kinda strange, strange