Big Sound

Another long last look from the back of the ambulance And a wave goodbye to the quiet life Now everyday it's the same sound like a chorus in me A book of hymns with a single page Singing No there's no coming back from this one, back from this one I know that I'm never coming back from this one I can't walk away Another long last look while the world falls away from me But I'm not waking up from the dream I've been baptized in the desert with the blood of my friends I can hear it calling me And I know There's no coming back from this one, back from this one I know that I'm never coming back from this one, back from this one No, now I'll never be the same after this one The person that I was is gone And I'm never coming back from this one I can't walk away Left a big sound moving through my spirit I looked down through the leaves of my sycamore tree Like I was watching a myth hit reality The pieces of a past life lost in the wind Now I can feel it work it's way into all that I see A future painted by grief A past that reads like a fictional history My sorry echos in between Could you hear it? Like I hear that sound No there's no coming back from this one, back from this one I know that I'm never coming back from this one, back from this one No there's no coming back from this one, back from this one I know that I'm never coming back from this one I can't walk away