Life Never Was (Waste of Skin)

Annihilated Inarticulate Shadow cast sight Two broken fingers Scabbed clothing dried into cut up flesh I can't feel Medicated blind Hallucinating and Starving myself to death Lights Visions Symptoms of my disorder Stupid Fumbling I'm a danger to myself Mood-swinging from the end of a rope Gradient life draining gray Dying Shrouded in wounds of the soul Those which never scab and bleed eternal Drying my mind Dull my sight Pitched further into the skin I detest Stab Stab into my flesh Scrape away through the blood and meat Hopeless Hollow my bones Open my veins See the void of I Shrouded in Pain I succumb to the hatred I succumb to the loneliness I succumb to desperation I succumb to disgust I succumb to the guilt and shame I succumb to the loss Circle of salvation tighten and break The breath The chain The neck The life that never was Hurt me Kill me