sad stories

I won't lose myself completely Every time you need me I will be there I don't really know how to make it up to myself Losing everything that I once felt For a chance to be your friend As we don't know how it ends I cant even stand Every time you hold his hands Make it up on the weekends But I cancel last minute I rather sleep in Don't wanna step outside and feel Everything I had for you was real Why you treat me so badly I always try to fix what's broken I don't care what's happening All my memories I can't face Every time you hear my name It's only in sad stories But that's how you know me That's how you know me In All the sad stories Sitting alone in my room With nothing else left to do I can't call my friends over It's been very hard to stay sober Distracting myself by writing these songs Always look back and wish you were the one It takes too much time To find who is mine Take more of my time And say everything's fine This is a story of my life And it's all sad stories