Shine to Fall

Once I have everything together I lose my way and fall downhill I'll have to help myself climb out of this hole Because I know no one else will If there's a perfect world around us Then why is there not inch where I belong I'm so sick of this isolated feeling I keep constantly hearing I'm always wrong I'm leaving it all I’ve been spending all my time Sending letters to the moon I’ll watch them soar into the open air The stars can take them away from here And if nobody replies I'll be alright I'm tired of constantly running Without a stable ground below Well I'll run myself to the top of a mountain So no one sees where I go And I'll make it my home I've Been spending all my time Sending letters to the moon I spent too long leaning on someone else I need to love myself 'Cause now if nobody replies I'll be alright No I don't wanna come home again 'Cause I lose my confidence to closed doors I’ll control my life without your dominance Always kicking me down onto the floor Nothing feels better than this light Oh because this light is just for me I've Been spending all my time Sending letters to the moon Maybe it's okay to lean on someone else Every now and then when I need help 'Cause now that somebody’s replied I'll be alright