Downfall

Got to many problems, can't solve them all put them back my emotions are still standing tall I'm falling down, I'm falling down Told me too many times I had to get better But all I do is relapse and never get better You're just praying on my downfall And I'm waiting on my downfall And I'm like woah, tell me something I don't know Where were you, my highs and lows Hide behind this wall won't show I won't show, no, I won't show I might take a trip to the past If you wanna talk, let's do it fast I don't know how long this is gonna fucking last I don't know, I don't know, I can't breathe so I gasp It's like 3am, where were you, you never showed up I've been going through some things so I'm not talking much And I can't even speak on my head is in a rush No, I won't keep in touch, yeah, I'm not doing much You are not stuck with me, got no luck for me right now I try my best but you got me down And I'm in a mess and I'm getting out I swear up all my life I tried too many times to be alright Got nothing in my sight I'm nauseous, I'll be fine You can tell me how to move on But everything comes back to me so I just go to rule one I'm back right on my own But this the shit I chose Signed up to be alone Yeah, that's the shit I chose Yeah, woke up and I'm feeling great until I saw the the other you, the other side, your other face No, I'ma do my own thing I'm not playing any games But I feel like I'm running around, you put me in this fucking maze So I'ma pave my way for the things I say again You can't say my name for the list of blames again And I'm like, woah, tell me something I don't know Where were you, my highs and lows Hide behind this wall won't show I won't show, no, I won't show I might take a trip to the past If you wanna talk lets do it fast I don't know how long this is gonna fucking last I don't know, I don't know, I can't breathe so I gasp 3am, where were you, you never showed up I've been going through some things so I'm not talking much I can't even speak my head is in a rush No, I won't keep in touch, yeah, I'm not doing much You are not stuck with me, got no luck for me right now I try my best but you got me down And I'm in a mess and I'm getting out I swear up all my life I tried too many times to be alright Got nothing in my sight I'm nauseous, I'll be fine I'm fine I'm fine