Filter Out

It's not the best time sitting in my room writing about the fucking last time I don't need nobody to talk to cause I'm out of it I don't need nobody to help cause they all doubting it I'm not good with speaking and when I found music I found what I was seeking And I know that feeling I got hella dreams that I plan on reaching Whoa, messed up with a broken soul Work hard but I'm feeling low You don't like me and I get that But Ima be myself sit in silence take a step back But I've been really just trying to figure out Why I've been running and hiding, what is that about I think I need to change myself That's what I need to filter out And I don't need you to just know that I'ma stay behind below But you don't, I've been on the go Waiting for the right time so I can let em go And I don't wanna live my life like this All I do is try my best Ima take what's left I got goals I'll set for real, no regrets This don't make no sense to me Too much pressure, let me breathe This shit got uncomfortable I'm getting irritated I Think that's what was indicated What I anticipated Woah, messed up with a broken soul Work hard but I'm feeling low You don't like me and I get that But Ima be myself sit in silence take a step back But I've been really just trying to figure out Why I've been running and and hiding what is that about I think I need to change myself That's what I need to filter out