Miles Slowed Down

I've been gone, and it's been a while, it's been a while You don't gotta tell me that, doing other things Trying to get out of this trap, and you know that's just how it goes Get away, you getting close, I would rather be alone Told me that, and then I froze I've been gone, and it's been a while In the dark, walking for miles I tried so many times, you in denial In the dark, walking for miles Baby, I can't let you go, 'cause I'm tired of the chasing I've been back inside my head, and it feels damn amazing Waiting, sick and tired of you doing replacing Saying, block out all my thoughts, so what you saying? I can't get you back, can't let you slip away My anxiety's getting stronger, that was only yesterday I can't see a thing, that's where I'm at, take me back If I could show you my world, then you'd be really seeing that It's only me, I got myself, numb this shit, my soul I'll sell It's only me, it's me, feel like I'm lost at sea My brain is open wide, stuck with frozen time I accept it, okay, fine, yeah, it's been hard at times And I can't check it off the list, I've got too many fucking fears And Honestly, I'm trying to figure out why I am here To the people who feel faded, feel no escaping I've been back in line, sitting down, and always waiting I've been gone, and it's been a while In the dark, walking for miles Tried so many times, you in denial In the dark, walking for miles In the dark, I'm waiting a while When things get dark, I hide it with smiles When I get far, the dark starts to pile In the dark, while you in denial My mind was lost, I found the out I can't ever let you out Flooded with my thoughts, might drown So far up, can't reach the ground It's been a while It's been a while It's been a while Yeah, it's been a while I've been gone, and it's been a while In the dark, walking for miles I tried so many times, you in denial In the dark, walking for miles Baby, I can't let you go, 'cause I'm tired of the chasing I've been back inside my head, and it feels damn amazing Waiting, sick and tired of you doing replacing Saying, block out all my thoughts, so what you saying? Block out all my thoughts, so what you saying?