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I always tell myself I'm fine When I'm always the girl that's left behind from everyone and I try not to let it get to me Don't want everyone to see through me and what's behind The smile and eyes and pretty face And time making sure that I look perfect Cause no one can know That I'm dead inside don't feel a thing Sometimes I'd rather spend my time alone So, they don't know I feel like I want to disappear But I really just think I want to be found I think its a waste of my time just to be here So, I try to focus on the good things But how you do that when there's nothing good around Oh, nothing good around, oh I was doing good for a little while But its like the world knows and they f*ck it up somehow and I normally jump right back But I can't after the year I've had So, I put on a smile and eyes and pretty face and making sure that I look perfect Cause no one can know I feel like I want to disappear But I really just think I want to be found I think its a waste of my time just to be here So, I try to focus on the good things How you do that when there's nothing good around oh Nothing good around, oh And this is not being ungrateful I promise I love the things I have but its Really hard to stay hopeful when the people you love don't want you half As bad as you want them So, I put on a show My smile, my eyes, my pretty face and no one knows I'm as broken as I am And I am I feel like I want to disappear But I really just think I want to be found I think it's a waste of my time just to be here So, I try to focus on the good but How you do that when there's nothing good around oh, nothing good around I tell everyone I'm fine But they don't see the broken that's inside