Monkey Mind

Always I hear a voice inside me It says To be afraid No matter How I try to hide All eyes Looking at me Betray My sense of confidence Instinct To run away The pills Help me control my life But still It's hard to get out of this shell Attack This life with all my mind My brain Can't work that way Mistakes They always seem to haunt me My face Gives me away Betray My sense of confidence Instinct To run away The pills Help me control my life But still It's hard to walk out of my door Curse my monkey mind Every time I push it down It grows Never get it right Stuck inside my own head I know Curse my monkey mind Every time I push it down It grows Never get it right Stuck inside my own head I know I do this every time Can't stand and face my life When things are going right I self destruct I do this every time Can't stand and face my life When things are going right I do this every time Can't stand and face my life When things are going right I self destruct I do this every time Can't stand and face my life When things are going right I self destruct Curse my monkey mind Every time I push it down It grows Never get it right Stuck inside my own head I know Curse my monkey mind Every time I push it down It grows Never get it right Stuck inside my own head I know My mind is all around me Begging me to give up Give up Give up Don't even try