No Shame at the Bottom of the Ocean

I try and not to think anymore But I can only pretend so much, you know It isn't easy to remember What it is we came from He was the captain of the shore Self made hand, a mama's gunner to the core The floorplan in here was made to be confusing Not for your amusement She practiced death in that blood soaked bed The days don't rest for us No shame no shame I'm an orphan of a couple dozen ghosts Sink like a stone Anchor to a shipwreck Weary, no emotion I'm not here at all (Tell them I'm not here) I'm not here at all A girl washed up on the shore "Where did you come from?" "I don't know" Familiar confusion Anchor to a shipwreck Family contusion The memories keep me warm But I can only pretend so much, you see It's a recipe for burden Bad association All alone All alone All alone All alone She practiced death in that blood soaked bed The days don't rest for us No shame no shame I'm an orphan of a couple dozen ghosts Sunk like a stone Anchor to a shipwreck Weary, no emotion No shame, no shame At the bottom of the ocean No shame, no shame At the bottom I'm not here at all I'm not here at all I'm not here at all I'm not here at all The air is so heavy! The air is so heavy! The air is so heavy! The air is so heavy!