This Doesn't Involve You

I woke up at night I got a big fright Was Dead singing with Mayhem outside? It only took a second To forget the question The answer was still in my mind I got that answer When I was young And I first started to realise That cartoons and shows Either lied or didn't know About the realities of life (It doesn't matter) I can just (To me now) Fall asleep Background noise (It doesn't matter) I can just (To me now) Fall asleep Background noise I think I know Why they kill each other Every single night But if someone asked me I think I'd just freeze It's ambiguous to say the least I hope it's something breathing Something with meaning If they insist on disrupting me But I don't care I'm no longer scared It just makes me angry (Background noise Background noise) (It doesn't matter) I can just (To me now) Fall asleep Background noise (It doesn't matter) I can just (To me now) Fall asleep Background noise We're adults (The grown ups are talking) And we can do what we want Living in the middle Of a David Lynch film The world spins around And I pass out I had a dream where I fell in love But her face was just a hazy blur I lay in bed With a looking glass Trying to pinpoint all of the cracks But I don't know how to get them fixed And I don't know if I can learn new tricks Maybe I'll coat my room in white Cover my ears and close my eyes And numb my body to the slightest touch And there'll be nothing that can get too much Someone's calling And it's not my friend They say it's on me to make amends I ask how long it'll take to climb They say IT'S GONNA BE A LONG TIME